Love & Hate - Two Shades of Life

Do opposite emotions attract eah other ? In my experience they do attract each other. Below is a blogpost based on a true situation I went through in my life. I have written this post as a letter to the ex-lover.

Dear ex,

You have made me pass through shades of life. The pretty good shade of love and the pretty bad shade of hate. There was a situation in my life when I couldn’t know which direction should I go. Do I need to take a step forward or do I take a step backward?. You have put me in suh a difficult situation that it took long time for me to figure out that in life I should always walk forward rather than looking backward. We might loose lot of things during our journey but we will always have things we should necessarily posses to continue our life’s journey.

I hope that you do still remember how it all happened. I do feel that a misunderstanding have broken our relationship. I always wanted to know the reason why you left me. I still don’t know was the exact reason but I have tried my level best to make you understand. Trust eventhough a very small word has a very deep meaning in it. I learned from my past that there is no point in believing someone blindly. People say “Love is blind” but I do say never “Love blindly” because if you do love blindly then you are always going to feel the pain of that. In some point of time or another everyone is going to hurt you but you just need to find the one for whom the suffering is worth. The love between us happened so suddenly and I do never know if it was true love or not. It might have just been a deep friendship for you but that too can’t be true as friendship will stay forever. We often say “friends forever”, so that option is ruled out. You unlocked all my secrets and left me suddenly. I couldn’t even realize what happened to our relationship. You didn’t hurt me physcially but you hurt my mind. I couldn’t believe that we have parted. I thought everything was  a dream. I was still had some care for you when you started to hate me. I was caught inbetween hate and love. It took a long time for me to realize that we share both love and hate and now I know that everything that happened was true. I do believe that everything happens for a reason. It might all have been decide by the almighty. I would like to thank you for what you did to me in the past for the betrayal has given me an urge to prove to the world that who I am. I am now pretty happy now. I don’t ever want to think about what happened in the past. Past is past and I do have miles to go before I sleep. I am sure that I will find the one who truely loves me knowing what I am.

Sincerely,

The one you might miss throughout your life

Note: I am not disclosing the name as it might affect the online reputation of that person.

This is an entry to ”Close Up “Fire-Freeze” contest organised by Close Up